If you are killing yourself trying to fill special orders, you will wind up regretting your business and not want to do it anymore. I agree, stick with your 6 minimum or whatever your minimum is. Since you live in UK, shipping is probably a nightmare. Ask them if they can wait or if they want an alternative. You aren't a huge company, just a single person making candles. HUGS and I hope things get better for you. Steph